Liam was scuba diving on Sunday so i didnt see him :(

What I don’t get is why he did all those things just to say that he wasn’t ready for a relationship.It doesn’t make sense. I’ll ask him about it in Two more freakin’ weeks.  

I have plots in place. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA be afraid Liam. Be very afraid.

for some reason everything on my dash is white. cant see anything

so wont be posting until i can see again

anyone else having this problem?

I’m doing okay. 

Owl City came out with an EP on the 15th AND NO ONE BOTHERED TO TELL ME?!

Well the songs are running on repeat, beacuse they are perfect for how I am feeling right now.

I’m nervous for Sunday. I don’t think I can handle all that silence again.

I called.

we’re friends. nothing more.

he said he wasn’t ready for the relationship.

we are still friends, though it is bound to be awkward for a bit.

*sigh*

god i’m already nervous about this phone call

and convincing my mother to let me do it.　

I’m planning to call Liam tonight. So sort this out once and for all.

Started watching Castle last night :3

Please….please Liam don’t let this be the end

I screwed up big time. I think I might have lost him. 

I had an okay birthday.

Jeni made my room look like the inside of a TARDIS. Epic Win.

Liam front he gave me a huge cherry pie. I hardly know anymore. Yestderday was still awkward, and the distance hurt like hell. I think this might possibly be the end.